And when I come in here and realise that I've written half of what I did last year, I feel super duper guilty.
(I guess if you wanted to know why I'm not around so much anymore.)
But then there are people who can't stand the noose of normal life. Who look for the maddest and most flamboyant ways to self-destruct. Those who hold tragedy like badges of honour. Who think the bravest way is to die down and out.
I believed it after I thought about it.